So, I don't know that I'm bringing anything back. Afterall, I totally forgot about xanga. I haven't been on here for like two years. I kinda like that no one uses it, because then it is more personal and I can write about whatever . . .whenever.

I  justed wanted to say thank you to all the people who care...!

WOW...I'm on xanga! Anways, I don't care weather or not anyone reads this because I really dont even know what I'm writing about I just feel like writing. Today, ophdah...thats all I gotta say. It was just exhausting with everything that went wrong...but the good news is God is still holding me. I feel at peace. It may be b/c I'm emotionally drained and nothing left I me to give. I am so blessed...I'm actaullly suprized I feel that way...like i know that I am blessed but today was such a sucky day. The worst part is when you dont expect anything at all and then everything hits you at once. Thank God for the pray-ers in my life. Finals are coming up and make me feel like quitting all together. I've basically missed one class everyday since who knows when...that is so not me, but lating it's what I need. I am determined to recieve my healing by this summer. I'm excited about selling Mary Kay products! But then there again it takes up more time...when I don't even have time to do my homework or work or anything, but that's okay life is good. I just wish people understood what a doctor's note is for...it doesnt mean that I can participate neways, but whatever. I just need the stress of life to slow down and let me breathe. I need more...of God's strength to help me finish strong...a breath of fresh air sounds wonderful..aww...just time to lay around without a care in the world. Just think of it! This summer is going to be busy as well...yes. I'm staying in Tulsa...(I may come home to visit) Im gunna continue working at Red Robin which I love...but hate at the same time...it basically kills my back and people dont know how to tip! But I do love the people and the environment! However, I dont know if I'll be working there much longer...I was talking with God and I think my time is about up there...Ohh yeah and I'm sick of debt and Im pretty sure I got a wonderful email last night from my mother telling me that she is no longer going to help me pay for college! That sux major booty~ Also I'm taking some correspondant classes..woohoo...just what I need more school, more stress, more things to do. We had an excellent speaker at chapel yesterday...I loved it...it was so personal and God got a hold of my heart. Today in charismatic life was crazy...it was good but man was it intense. I did like the interactiveness of it though. I miss Brian...I miss Peanut...(my puppy) she's so sweet and cute! I miss Devyn I don't see her very often and when I do we dont talk much...but we both are crazy busy and I completely understand. I was planning to move onto quest next year but i highly doubt that now...but I'll prolly be right above it...on the 3rd floor. (kalos) or however you spell it. I miss being a kid and not having a care in the world...but I do love the benefits of being adult. I hate math...ohh did I mention I hate math...15 credits of it basically sux...take my word for it...it does.I died my hair a light red (copper) a couple weeks ago and It is still different but a lot of it washed out so I'm gunna try an auburn color in a couple weeks or so... I HATE CURFEW! lol...i really do though...I dont wanna do the fun run either...ohh well at least I dont have to run it...Ii just have to be there @ 7:30 sat mornn ...ouch! Ohh man, do I miss Kylee I dont even have time to talk with her...and my buddy riley who I hear is getting SO big and growing up SO fast. I miss russ and trista and family...I loved my trip to Georgia over spring break...it was great...I really had a blast and felt at home, at peace. I love Brian my sweetheart! My compy broke like last semester and I didnt have money to get a new one so therefore Im on my roomates compy....whom I might add is amazing I love her to death and we are rooming together next year as well! I made great money over break though I worked A LOT MORE! but it was a good time.Banquet is coming up but I dont know that I'll go bc I dont have a dress and I dont want to pay the money or make brian pay it either maybe we'll just go out ourselves! Thats always a good time. I got a progress Evaluation this last week at my chiro and I'm doing better...im heading in the right direction! PRAISE GOD!! I know Im being extremely random...Im basically just venting, getting it out so I dont have to think about it for awhile. But like I said you don't have to read it. Im just writing whatever thought pops into my mind. I miss working in childern's ministry! OMG one of the weirdest things happened to me yesterday...I ran into teresa hendersen,,,whom I have never met before but I heard a lot about her when I went to Good News...she seemed real sweet. I ended up talking to her for a while. It just totally caught me off gaurd. I think that's all...well I'm sure there is more but I cant think its 4:15 am...i should be sleeping...yeah right Im nockturnal...wow I cant spell It but thats ok...you get the picture! I wish I slept...grr...lol...One thing I truly love is the closeness and intimacy of God that when you speak he is your voice...
Jenna Marie Zimmerman
ps I guarentee I would write more often if I got some comments...but I really dont care...you dont have to, Its just a thought and I like to ramble about nothing....absolutely nothing on here...bc everywhere else I cant...